Thursday, January 31, 2019

Penny for your thoughts?

Wiktionary meaning for this(from title)
I was thinking if I could invent my personal idiom:"Candy for you thoughts",and activate it by my action i.e.actually giving someone candy(which I do take a few samples every day with my lunch box) to motivate them to share what is in their mind.
Very nice idea,I need to put it in action sometime,hopefully today.

Update:was able to successfully put my plan in action:giving an officemate a piece of candy with that remark.SUCCESS!!

Monday, January 28, 2019

Requirement:physical dexterity(?):personal fail

My mother,planning to make channa(Indian stew with chickpeas,or the equivalent),asked me to help with prising open the tin of these beans in the morning((see video)),which I failed at and summoned Appa to come and aid,which he did to the best extent(somehow thanking me for my efforts),so Amma could access the contents.Finally,in this case of manual dexterity(combination of keen eyesight and judgement),I guess both parties who Amma could have turned to for help,were not as helpful as they could have been.A lot of life is about learning from your mistakes so as not to make them ever again!!!

Saturday, January 26, 2019

Impossibility of making an exact theory of human anatomy:case point

I am watching a tennis match this early in the morning,so returning home,it can be properly summarized: the ladies' singles final at the Australian Open,the competitors being Petra Kvitova and Naomi Osaka,who is the reigning US Open champion.

The difference that seems apparent(of the massive height difference between the two) is actually not that striking in actuality:
The details on the players are as follows:
Petra Kvitova[http://www.tennis.com/player/657/petra-kvitova/stats/] and Naomi Osaka[https://www.wtatennis.com/players/player/319998/title/naomi-osaka%20%20],whose height and weight stats are [6' 0" and 70 kg] and [5' 11" and 69 kg].

You wouldn't grant,just looking at the 2 frames,that there is a mere 1" difference in height and 1 kg in weight,between the two.

Of course,Petra has capitalized on her height and frame expertly,using both to get impossible angles on her serve,probably the single biggest weapon of a top player on a tennis court.

Finally,this is just 1 quality[the weird inexplicable truths] of this game that has endeared it to me and will for years to come in the future!

Friday, January 25, 2019

What is that song????

I am a devotee of the Carnatic ragam Anandabhairavi,and have been for years on end. I am listening to my guru T.M.Krishna singing a song in it(I don't know it:"O Jagadamba"),but I am impelled to recall what song I do know in it.I can try and guess it was a composition of Muthuswami Dikshithar(and its not;its by Syama Sastry,so my error is more on the composer side than memory,though of course,you could joke that I retain the exact names of the composers of certain songs pretty well,but it finally devolves into a memory trial than music,which is something unforgiving about memory,in all fields),at the least.Please,O Goddess of recollection,grace me,because I'll welcome you with joy and let the future be filled with stars.

🔆🔆🔆🔆🔆Marivere gatihttps://karnatik.com/c8801.shtml.I feel elated!!

Thursday, January 24, 2019

Equine paradise

There is a field opposite the building my office is at in the University of Maryland,called the Manufacturing building.There are 2 horses,one a stallion,one a mare,housed in a stable in it,and I had the exciting task of capturing their most evocative poses to be recorded in a blog[this one!],which I did with my Android phone[I am a fanatic of cameras and the like,but they are back home in India].Here they are,the spread to be updated over time!





Wednesday, January 23, 2019

New-age aims(study of what can propel me forward :so what will be my goals hereafter?)

I have always enjoyed the sport tennis,watching it(on TV and computers,the former in the past,whenever and wherever I could,to acceptable levels of compromise,depending on the location(meaning availability of the physical device at the time and place(((throughout the past,I have shown a keen interest in the game,even bordering on mania to the point I started to look at ways of stringing my own racquets with a variety of strings,even looking at stringing machines to do something that is usually paid for,and acquiring the choicest accessories:gloves,balls and so on.)So time and place need to be elaborated,because
a)Time:This is related to my tennis-related implements being with me where I am.
b)Place:This is easier,because although I could feed most of my tennis-related hunger when in the US,it was much harder when I was in a different country,like India[[I do enjoy racquet sports there too:I play badminton with my father as well,and have encouraged my mother to do so as well,because there is no sport that's a better mix of activity and achievability{it isn't as demanding as tennis for one}.There are ways such obstacles can be overcome most times,but there's no overcoming the fact that India doesn't encourage any other  racquet sport than badminton,for good reason.}

So overall,I love activity of any kind,including playing table tennis,which I think my father and brother do as well[so that's a desire for another day altogether].I used to swim too(when we were in Ahmedabad,where my mother set a shining example,with her dedication).Most of my activity(consuming most time),of course,is not physical,but verges on the {https://en.oxforddictionaries.com/thesaurus/mental;is it acceptable to term it 'intellectual'?}

Monumental service

Question 1.Why do I feel it necessary to record details of an activity that I choose to label 'monumental service'?Isn't it enough if I remember it myself?
Answer:I remember,correct,but its to ensure the people receiving it do as well.

Today morning,I helped Amma through all the stages of preparing the bittergourd[fondly called 'karela' back in India,in Hindi,probably a good transliteration from English to Hindi???],which included scraping the outer skin,cutting the ends off and deseeding,before cutting into bits,for Amma to boil [the juice is considered good when drunk in moderation,though can be bitter as hell].I am not a huge fan of this vegetable[like most people],but endure it because it is a good counterpoint to sweet.

Alliteration festival:((Facebook:friend or foe?))

I have to confess to not being a fan of Facebook by any means:it can connect any number of people and groups in a multitude of locations,and sharing diverse interests,but leads to a perfect concordance of the synonym list for "glut"[https://www.thesaurus.com/browse/glut?s=t],each of which was probably concocted for the worldwide social networking service.Too much of anything,whether good or less so,can lead to exhaustion.

So this is me being as much a friend of it as ever:I cannot see any bigger support for Facebook's positive qualities than this:
This is probably Facebook's claim to fame,and what it is valued for...long may it live!!

For example,a photo I recently uploaded to it,of me making a snowman in front of the apartment building where I live in,in US,with my elder brother Mohan,has gotten multiple views and likes and comments,so I feel I have done something positive to attract attention,my hope such a property is lauded repeatedly!!

Sunday, January 20, 2019

Pancake,or dosai batter reborn?

I've long been a huge fan of pancakes,because they are dosas transported to the west!I have long admired this pancake mix,and unerringly called Amma to help me prepare breakfast using it,and prepared a tasty breakfast,with honey(purchased by me a few days back!!!)







Thursday, January 17, 2019

Memory gemstone

💕💖💖💖I feel thrilled about what happened today,first about my work.My professor agreed to my pre-defense exam fixed on Monday the 21st January 2018[with the committee members selected as well].

Something that has given me boundless joy over the years has been music of any kind;I have learned Hindustani music[so much to feel proud of there:I learned Tabla at one time and had my dedicated harmonium,the equivalent of a keyboard that I used to play tunes of every kind,western,Hindustani and Carnatic,like I am doing with my keyboard ever since I acquired it],Carnatic music{maybe I'll expand on each separately in the future in their separate posts,because they fueled separate and intensely charged times in my life that I continue to learn from},piano and I have plans of acquiring  woodwind instrument skill[highly challenging,I am sure:look at the flute,for an example of the capabilities of this blessed family]:but lets see how that goes.

Now coming back,I sang Carnatic keerthanams today,perhaps to mark my 33rd birthday tomorrow:Karpagame(Madhyamavathi) and Panchashat Peetaroopini(Karnataka Devagandhari,a ragam which has become my new favorite),both learned from Amma. So much to celebrate here,so little time💕💕💕💕💕💕.

Now,while I was doing pranayam[Prāṇāyāma is a Sanskrit word alternatively translated as "extension of the prāṇa" or "breath control." The word is composed from two Sanskrit words: prana meaning life force, and either ayama or the negative form ayāma, meaning to extend or draw out. It is a yogic discipline with origins in ancient India.],I recalled the address in Chennai of my aunt at a time {2003-2007} I used to go from IITM to learn music from T.M.Krishna{{{{https://www.facebook.com/search/top/?q=T.M.%20Krishna%20chennai&epa=SEARCH_BOX}}}}
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Wednesday, January 9, 2019

Amma:TIT for TAT

I felt compelled to create a post based on what Amma was talking to me about in the evening,about the various hardships she helped us overcome when she lived alone with Mohan and me in Chennai[Mohan completed his schooling then,so class IX-XII] and when she came to US and lived with me[I experienced a case of TBI ,more vociferously detailed in the remainder of this blog[memories of it are always open to being reviewed] and her Dropbox blog when she was then in US. 😉

Should I excuse myself for the shoddy adherence to time[lack of correct correlation of events in history to the time they occurred] or not?I hope I'll shed the veneer of abysmal time-correlation over time.

This is a blog,so I get to describe in as much detail as I please.What do TIT and TAT stand for?
I made up TAT as the mountain Amma helped surmount[Mohan Typhoid and Appendicitis,me a case of TBI],and TIT as Thiruppugazh In Totality.

Hence,Amma helped her sons scale the peaks that loomed at different points in their lives,and she,of course,was fueled by the energy of Thiruppugazh,which she has spent years learning the essence of,as a dedicated shishya.

But then,using this phrase tit for tat,in this context,would fail me in any advanced exam in English,except if I note that tit and tat are two sides of a coin and what Amma faced were 2 faces of a mountain,not a mere coin.




God,Oh all-knowing force,do what is just and give Amma her richly deserved reward!Please.
Kumar.

Monday, January 7, 2019

Significance of anticipation and foresight:a case study(hopefully the last time both are absent in an action in my life!)

Today,I wanted to go meet my advisor(with a printout of a proposed conference paper I was going to submit before a conference meeting,the AIAA SDM 2014),which I am convinced is of the quality of a publication and was going to discuss the idea of converting it to a journal paper,but did not foresee the fact that emailing him in advance would have made sure he was in his office,and depending on his answer,would be aware of how to plan to catch him today.Sadly,a mammoth premonitory fail case😞!Hope this case will prepare me for future disappointments.

Also,there was the issue of the weather.The coldness meant that though I intelligently took my cap to shield my ears,my gloves were in my bag and my coat offered poor comfort to my fingers[Hastahah,forgive me.😞]

Saturday, January 5, 2019

Timeline of hospitalization

Amma's helpful diary[https://mail.google.com/mail/u/0/#search/diary/RdDgqcJHpWcvcDjPZjPhWcRwbJWmTvbgCpWMxnSDlSLL?projector=1&messagePartId=0.2]reminds me that my accident happened on July 2,2013.Why does it come back to haunt me?I would not delve into a possibly traumatic past except I am trying to rationalize an incident from the past.

One way to rationalize it is by tying it[the time]to a period of fairly strenuous work(in my research),when I admittedly strove to do some of my best work and I wrote a draft paper for the AIAA Forum 2014[titled"Aeroelastic stability and Loads Analysis of rotor with Nonlinear Lag Damper"],which I plan to try and get published preferably in the AHS journal.I submitted it  to my advisor in June 2013 but my hospitalization prevented it getting cleared.

There is a lot of work in damping I did at that time,which I can try and consolidate after these years to add to this paper,as my advisor feels.

Early morning read,courtesy Leo Tolstoy

I got up today and picked one of Leo Tolstoy's stories,to read out to parents today."The Imp and the Crust"[http://www.online-literature.com/tolstoy/2897/]:{

The imp and the crust

(1886)

A POOR peasant set out early one morning to plough, taking with him for his breakfast a crust of bread. He got his plough ready, wrapped the bread in his coat, put it under a bush, and set to work. After a while when his horse was tired and he was hungry, the peasant fixed the plough, let the horse loose to graze and went to get his coat and his breakfast.
He lifted the coat, but the bread was gone! He looked and looked, turned the coat over, shook it out -- but the bread was gone. The peasant could not make this out at all.
'That's strange,' thought he; 'I saw no one, but all the same some one has been here and has taken the bread!'
It was an imp who had stolen the bread while the peasant was ploughing, and at that moment he was sitting behind the bush, waiting to hear the peasant swear and call on the Devil.
The peasant was sorry to lose his breakfast, but 'It can't be helped,' said he. 'After all, I shan't die of hunger! No doubt whoever took the bread needed it. May it do him good!'
And he went to the well, had a drink of water, and rested a bit. Then he caught his horse, harnessed it, and began ploughing again.
The imp was crestfallen at not having made the peasant sin, and he went to report what had happened to the Devil, his master.
He came to the Devil and told how he had taken the peasant's bread, and how the peasant instead of cursing had said, 'May it do him good!'
The Devil was angry, and replied: 'If the man got the better of you, it was your own fault -- you don't understand your business! If the peasants, and their wives after them, take to that sort of thing, it will be all up with us. The matter can't be left like that! Go back at once,' said he, 'and put things right. If in three years you don't get the better of that peasant, I'll have you ducked in holy water!'
The imp was frightened. He scampered back to earth, thinking how he could redeem his fault. He thought and thought, and at last hit upon a good plan.
He turned himself into a labouring man, and went and took service with the poor peasant. The first year he advised the peasant to sow corn in a marshy place. The peasant took his advice, and sowed in the marsh. The year turned out a very dry one, and the crops of the other peasants were all scorched by the sun, but the poor peasant's corn grew thick and tall and full-eared. Not only had he grain enough to last him for the whole year, but he had much left over besides.
The next year the imp advised the peasant to sow on the hill; and it turned out a wet summer. Other people's corn was beaten down and rotted and the ears did not fill; but the peasant's crop, up on the hill, was a fine one. He had more grain left over than before, so that he did not know what to do with it all.
Then the imp showed the peasant how he could mash the grain and distil spirit from it; and the peasant made strong drink, and began to drink it himself and to give it to his friends.
So the imp went to the Devil, his master, and boasted that he had made up for his failure. The Devil said that he would come and see for himself how the case stood.
He came to the peasant's house, and saw that the peasant had invited his well-to-do neighbours and was treating them to drink. His wife was offering the drink to the guests, and as she handed it round she tumbled against the table and spilt a glassful.
The peasant was angry, and scolded his wife: 'What do you mean, you slut? Do you think it's ditchwater, you cripple, that you must go pouring good stuff like that over the floor?'
The imp nudged the Devil, his master, with his elbow: 'See,' said he, 'that's the man who did not grudge his last crust!'
The peasant, still railing at his wife, began to carry the drink round himself. Just then a poor peasant returning from work came in uninvited. He greeted the company, sat down, and saw that they were drinking. Tired with his day's work he felt that he too would like a drop. He sat and sat, and his mouth kept watering, but the host instead of offering him any only muttered: 'I can't find drink for every one who comes along.'
This pleased the Devil; but the imp chuckled and said, 'Wait a bit, there's more to come yet!'
The rich peasants drank, and their host drank too. And they began to make false, oily speeches to one another.
The Devil listened and listened, and praised the imp.
'If,' said he, 'the drink makes them so foxy that they begin to cheat each other, they will soon all be in our hands.'
'Wait for what's coming,' said the imp. 'Let them have another glass all round. Now they are like foxes, wagging their tails and trying to get round one another; but presently you will see them like savage wolves.'
The peasants had another glass each, and their talk became wilder and rougher. Instead of oily speeches they began to abuse and snarl at one another. Soon they took to fighting, and punched one another's noses. And the host joined in the fight, and he too got well beaten.
The Devil looked on and was much pleased at all this. 'This is first-rate!' said he.
But the imp replied: 'Wait a bit -- the best is yet to come. Wait till they have had a third glass. Now they are raging like wolves, but let them have one more glass, and they will be like swine.'
The peasants had their third glass, and became quite like brutes. They muttered and shouted, not knowing why, and not listening to one another.
Then the party began to break up. Some went alone, some in twos, and some in threes, all staggering down the street. The host went out to speed his guests, but he fell on his nose into a puddle, smeared himself from top to toe, and lay there grunting like a hog.
This pleased the Devil still more.
'Well,' said he, 'you have hit on a first-rate drink, and have quite made up for your blunder about the bread. But now tell me how this drink is made. You must first have put in fox's blood: that was what made the peasants sly as foxes. Then, I suppose, you added wolf's blood: that is what made them fierce like wolves. And you must have finished off with swine's blood, to make them behave like swine.'
'No,' said the imp, 'that was not the way I did it. All I did was to see that the peasant had more corn than he needed. The blood of the beasts is always in man; but as long as he has only enough corn for his needs, it is kept in bounds. While that was the case, the peasant did not grudge his last crust. But when he had corn left over, he looked for ways of getting pleasure out of it. And I showed him a pleasure -- drinking! And when he began to turn God's good gifts into spirits for his own pleasure -- the fox's, wolf's and swine's blood in him all came out. If only he goes on drinking, he will always be a beast!'
The Devil praised the imp, forgave him for his former blunder, and advanced him to a post of high honour.}
My choice was a godsend,for the story was about a mischievous character(the "imp",which might be interpreted as a monkey,a servant of the devil),making a miserable ass of himself with humanity((a man,his wife,and his friends)),most of them competing for the title of the IMP.

I can see what the takeaways of this episode are:
1)✊🤘🖒👐
Read much more(fiction) and read to others,because there is nothing greater than experiencing great literature with another person.
There are no significant moral takeaways,apart from those sententiously implied by the great Tolstoy(I remember Anna Karenina and War & Peace of the novels I've read of his) and hopefully internalised after an early morning read.

Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Piano recital

So why this unexpected segue into music? This is tantalizing,because segue as a noun,is defined by www.dictionary.com as this:







noun

  1. an uninterrupted transition made between one musical section or composition and another.
  2. any smooth, uninterrupted transition from one thing to another.

So a transition to music could be considered a  perfect match in this case.
Thank you Blogger!!👍

So how do I feel about music?I have training in Hindusthani music(taught by a litany of masters in different cities in the past,to be enumerated over time[hopefully not too long]),Carnatic music[my primary guru was T.M.Krishna and I worship the memories of the other great stalwart I learned from in Hyderabad,Nookala Chinna Satyanarayana[http://www.nookala.com/].This post will be edited frequently in the future,because memories flood back and need to be worded so as not to let them die.


My piano teacher was Ms.Martha Blakely[http://pianoteachers.com/marthablakely/index.html],and I loved every single piano class,since it was a way to challenge myself[of course,I am aware that I am musical to a good degree,but a new instrument seems like a sizable challenge anytime;I am looking to get back into music and learning to play a different instrument,specifically of the woodwind family,like the clarinet💕.Lets see how it goes.

New year visit to Hema Varadhan aunty's residence near Baltimore




I guess I shouldn't accompany a fond memory with unappetizing bits;fond because I sang Venkatachala nilayam and Janani Ninnuvina(singing this monumental masterpiece always makes me swell with pride,because I love the ragam and import of the saahityam,but also its connection to the goddess,so important in Carnatic music.
Unappetizing because her mother had a TBI in the past and slow cognition now.Its not anybody's fault,just is. Perhaps it is a case of 'exaggeration post-TBI of other TBI cases'?Anyway,why should I try to devalue the effect of TBI on other people and their nearest family?

Maybe I want to save time and effort[does that make me lazy?],but I'll try my best to copy my diary entry from my phone[mountain right there:I've written the diary entry on paper and don't have the patience to type it out word-for-word;maybe I can upload the picture of this through my phone??Not worth it.
Maybe I'll do the last after all.
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Correctly rotated:)!!

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The Four Seasons: a distinctive Western classical masterpiece

 Anyone who knows me well enough will know I am a music nut(not among the popular fruits : cashew, almond, hazelnut, but implying I am moved...